I am terrible at making resolutions and sticking to them.
A big fat failure.
Oh, don't get me wrong, I have high hopes for myself.
Big hopes and dreams.
At nearly 39 years old, I have come to accept that I need to set those resolutions aside.
I need simplicity.
One simple goal.
Are you ready for it?
Are you sure?
TO FALL IN LOVE WITH MY LIFE.
This is not an original thought, I read it somewhere (can't recall which blog).
But the love and the life is mine.
So, for 2011 it is my goal is to love my life.
Fall in love with my good, beautiful, blessed life.
Not to change my life so I will love it but to truly embrace and accept and love this good life.
One day, one moment and one experience at a time.
Come on life I love you.
2010 was a lousy year for me.
I tried to change the course of my life, I was teetering on depression, I made a mess of numerous friendships, forgot birthdays, was neurotic and self centered, restless and aimless, I upset those who love me, yelled way too much at my kids, forgot to deliver food to a family with new babies, I grumbled and complained, I didn't even send out Christmas cards and so it goes.
I am sorry to you all and to myself for not loving this life God gave me...forgive me.
2011 is a new year, a fresh start but the same life only this time I am falling in love with it.