my self worth is plummeting.
i am working on my resume.
turns out 8 years of mothering and homemaking doesn't make for a well rounded resume, in fact it makes a rather lousy one.
on paper, i am an uneducated fool with a huge 9 year gap in employment...except for my little part time gig at the hardware store...which counts and which i am grateful for.
last night i was weeping...my self esteem, apparently can not handle the beating.
i had to stop and write a list of all the things i am good at.
all the things i have accomplished.
all my mini areas of success.
my soul was lifted.
i have worth.
i am valuable.
even if i never land a fantastic job or simply a mediocre job or heck, a job at all,
i am still who i am.
i am a wife, a mom, a daughter, a sister, a friend, a child of God and so on.
my worth is not found on a CV but in the eyes of my God and in my heart.
above photo is mini heart pins made for the ladies at church on sunday.
my friend Monica just wrote a great post about her opus of motherhood.